Down in the dumps

I'm thinking of giving up now
Thinking of giving in
Thinking life has no purpose
And my search for love'll never end
Thinking I'm lost in the dark here
Thinking I'm all on my own
Wondering if God can hear me
As I face this great unknown

I'm down in the dumps again
Trying my hardest, but my shots just don't fall
Down in the dumps again
Working my butt off and I'm sick of it all

I'm rejected again and I'm not sure what's wrong
Is it my fault when it's all said and done?
Is it my weakness that makes it so hard
Is it my failures, have I played the wrong cards?

I'm down in the dumps again
Trying my hardest, but my shots just don't fall
Down in the dumps again
Working my butt off and I'm sick of it all

And I got another rejection today
Another spit in the face, another no
And I got another rejection today
And I just want to give in and go home

"Maybe I'm trying too hard" one voice cries
"Maybe I'm not trying enough"
"Maybe I'm destined for failure"
"Maybe I'm being too rough...
On myself"

I'm down in the dumps again
Trying my hardest, but my shots just don't fall
Down in the dumps again
Working my butt off and I'm sick of it all